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Journal Entries:

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

“Dana Berry called from Porter Memorial Baptist Church to see if I was interested in a job.  Set up an interview for Thursday at 5.”

Thursday, May 13, 2004

"I left for Lexington at 1:15-good trip.  I think the interview went well.  Two positions-I would like to work with Trent.  Dana’s to let me know Tuesday-will be a long weekend.  Good trip home.  PTL!!”

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

“Called Dana; still deciding.  Will call by next week; then 10 minutes later he called-I got the job with Trent!  PTL!!!!!!!”

I see these entries as signifying the end of a yearlong journey and the beginning of a new one.  I had spent 2003-2004 in Louisville beginning the healing process.  It’s amazing how God brought so many wonderful people and experiences into my life to help me keep moving forward on the path He had for me.  I know He led me to seek a job in Lexington and the fact that He provided one at a church was truly a life-changing miracle.  I’m forever grateful.

Scripture gives guidance to us:

From the first steps of this path I sought God’s will for my life.  It hasn’t been easy but He never promised that; He promised to be with me and guide me through the work of His Spirit.  That He has certainly done.

I’ve been at this job for 13 years as of June 7 this year.  Just like any other part of life there have been ups and downs, difficulties and easy times, joys and sorrows.  I’ve been blessed with friendships, a church family, and wonderful experiences because of this job.  I’m so thankful for God’s wonderful provision in my life.  All of it, the good and bad, has made me who I am today.  He is so good!

I don’t know what tomorrow holds but God does.  I don’t even know what the next minute holds but God does.  I do know that I feel a sense of expectancy that He is doing a work in my life at this time.  My part is to be willing to go and/or do wherever and whatever He asks me to do. 

I was thinking this weekend about this scripture:

God provides food for the birds.  However, just as this picture shows, they must do their part to gather what they need for that moment.  It’s the same with me.  God has ALWAYS provided exactly what I need when I need it.  He often gives more than I could imagine.  However, like the birds, I must be willing to do as He asks to reap the benefits of His provision.  I must simply take that first step and not worry about what’s next.  He has it in His hands.

I’m excited about His plans for my life.  His word assures me over and over that He only wants what’s best for me.  His ways are always far better than anything I can dream for myself.  I know I’ll walk through blessings and trials but in the end it will all lead me to His wonderful presence.  That’s what it’s all about when everything is said and done.  The song “The Potter’s Hand” expresses this beautifully:

"The Potter's Hand"

Beautiful Lord, Wonderful Savior,
I know for sure, all of my days are held in your hands,

Crafted into your perfect plan.
You gently call me into your presence guiding me by Your Holy Spirit,
Teach me dear Lord to live all of my life through Your eyes.
I'm captured by Your holy calling,
Set me apart, I know you're drawing me to yourself.
Lead me Lord I pray.

Take me, Mold me, use me, fill me.
I give my life to the Potter's hand.
Call me, guide me, lead me, walk beside me.
I give my life to the Potter's hand.

Songwriter
DARLENE JOYCE ZSCHECH

Father,

I love being in Your presence.

When I feel alone remind me that I never am.

You are always with me and always providing exactly what I need.

Thank You!

In Jesus’ Name,

Amen!